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I can guarantee that each and every one of you are exactly where you are in life because of your actions, your decisions and choices in life. We are all given a choice in life in every one of our actions. To choose pain or to choose solutions. To complain or to take action. To chooses collectively or as individuals. To chooses preservation vs destruction. To choose to procrastinate or to eat the tadpole. To love or to hate or to hold in apathy. To live in your head or in this world or one co-constructed as a result of both. Your belief system creates your reality. You receive what you put out. You will only receive what you give. Knowing this.... Why do you make the choices you do? Why do you continue in the way you do? This is not for you to answer to me, but for you to answer and to know for yourself.  I see lots of boomer and Gen X punch lines talking about how screwed up stuff is, but I see little action being done to change it. It makes for a cute post, but in the grand scheme...

 It's a real choice. I choose life every day. I have to. I face this decision every single day. Every. Single. Day. Some face a lack of love for the self and seek that from someone else. When they are denied that love, it's like denying life. They choose death. Some face a lack of love from their environment. When they are denied that love, it's like living in solitary confinement. We all know that's a death sentence to anyone. So they choose death. Some experience a guilt so strong it convinces them they do not belong. They do not deserve to exist here. I don't deserve to exist because I'm a mistake. My parents did not plan to conceive me. I was worse than an "accident" that we tried to correct. I was a complete failure and disappointment and they should have had an abortion. So they choose death. Sometimes, during the day or the night, you just feel like you want to logout for a while and take a break. You think you can come back, but it's like S...