A Deep Thought Musing

The idea was this: What if what we are doing here is creating the shrine that will serve as our home when we transcend into the next life?

The extended part of that thought is this: What if we are all Ghod (I misspell that on purpose so folks don't get confused with the Christian "God" and to denote that there's other forms of "The All" that I want to try to incorporate here. I guess lot of words to say it's my word for the definition, not the belief?) I think a lot about that story Kurzgesagt illustrated called "The Egg". We are all baby gods and must live all the lives possible in a universe in order to transcend it. Dolores Cannon says we are here to learn how to control energy in its most primal state. Many here have created organizations much larger than themselves. What if what we do here is to create our shrine that will serve as our home after we've left this plane? Pulling from Noragami Aragoto, Gods only exist as long as people believe in them. The crafting of a thought and pulling together followers, turning them into believers is the creation / the egregore of the belief and the system that it becomes. In that animation where the orange stick figure falls into the black hole and learns how its interactions with itself was its "higher self" that was learning how all this worked and "transcended" into the next universe when it was its time. What if learning about the things we do here is the ultimate end goal our higher self desires in order for us to reach that destination? Ghod is just our future self who's already seen this and is helping to guide us with the little tools and tidbits it drops into the universe to help us along that seemed like miracles at the time. What if what we're doing here is building a place to house our transcended bodies in the next stage of our life? If you don't get the house/shrine built, you come back to try again. Your life wasn't signal, it was noise. So you end up with the rest of the random bits that fire off and interact with other random bits in the universe.

To move without propellant

I think of it like this:

• Desire is a vector to describe where you want to go.
• Emotion is resonance or the amplitude or how loud the signal is describing where you want to go.
• Action is the propellant that moves you in the direction of where you want to go (or don't go). Inaction is a thing to consider too and just let other things interact with you.
• Decision is the collapse of the wave function. The possibilities are no longer a potential or a wave, but now a point. You go from measuring momentum and direction to measuring the point in space/time you want to be.
• Memories are just a reflection of where you've been, a measurement of the angle of the event horizon.
• Event horizon is the point beyond knowing. You can never see past the point of your decision or the events that lead up to your decision because you can still take action to affect the outcomes. Cause and effect -- the speed of light is also called the speed of causality. The event horizon is the limit to which we can see the effects of a cause because decisions can still be made to change some outcome or effect of any particular cause.
• Fate is only determined by how you measure. If you measure for short (time), then you only have so much to consider. If you measure for the long (time), then you have a lot more to consider. It's only determined by what is measured. So when someone asks me if I believe in "Fate" or "Destiny" -- my response is: Only in so far as how you measure and what you measure. Example: Using the cue ball to hit the 8-ball in billiard. Until the point of impact, the fate is unknown and beyond the event horizon because it's still being decided. Until the player makes its move and strikes the cue ball, we can never know the outcome and thus there's no Fate or Destiny because no decision was made. From the moment of impact, we then have something to measure, and thus can determine the Fate of the cue ball with regards to the 8-ball before the events take place based on how the cue ball was hit, where, how much rotation (they call it english for some reason) was imprinted on it and so forth.

So, to move in this universe without propellant is to select a destination/direction and decide you are going to move there and take the actions to arrive there and vibrating with that frequency via your emotions. You'll be picked up by the higher guiding forces that respond to resonance and that is the "Trusting" or "Surrendering" to the higher-level systems that you will arrive at your destination because every vibration frequency creates its own "shape" if we could see that much in the universe (e.g. when you take sand, put it on a metal plate and then play different frequencies, you get different shapes from the sand/rice; same deal with magnetism).

Consciousness is the in-between. The point where decisions can be made as a result of the interaction between two particles. Be they two people, photons, electrons, molecules, cells, galaxies, planets. Every interaction has a series of events. Some of them are chained together. Many of them have their fate determined as a result of previous things. Even still, each interaction itself is where consciousness lies. The in-between interactions of every event in the universe. The quantum state of superposition is the indeterminate; the unknown. It's not until the interaction is made that things become determinate. However the more time that passes between interactions, the more uncertainty builds up again before the next interaction. Thus, this is where consciousness exists: Between interactions. Essentially the true decision-maker of the universe.

We are all a particle of light, but we are all also a black hole. We are emitting something in our universe, but if ambition, drive and determination is greater than our light, we cast a shadow. The shadow is us moving thru the universe. So in essence: We are all a universe of information contained within a universe of information. The darkness we see in the cosmos that is the "dark matter" out there is the representation of the uncertainty of what we don't know. The more you stare into the abyss, the deeper it stares into you and the more light you receive from the distant reaches of spacetime. The more light you receive, the more you understand. So that's why intelligence and knowledge is so critical because it enhances your resolution of the world around you.

This is why I've always felt like I'm going somewhere because this life is the movement thru space-time without propellant. I was stuck in a black hole and in order to escape from it, I had to transcend it and understand the fundamentals of how energy worked in order to propel out of it.

This is really hard to hold in the head -- I can feel the stress of all this information flooding my brain and causing another headache 🤕

It's taken me years to make this explanation this coherent... 😳