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https://youtu.be/ErMSHiQRnc8 At 18:18 this evening, 36 years ago, I was delivered unto this world. At age 12, I had a psychotic break that unlocked the memories of my passing from before life to this life... This animation, made so simply illustrates what that was like for me. I was something more than just human before I was human. The story of Markizano Draconus is an illustration of what that was like for me. Stories of past lives and memories of where I came before I ended up on this Earth. Illustrations and stories of what it would be like to be naturally supernatural. I'm so grateful to the author of this animation (Alan Becker) who so succinctly described what it was like being born. Some parts were definitely exaggerated for visual effects here, but the principals remain the same... The story of The Egg ( https://youtu.be/h6fcK_fRYaI ) is another really great example: you and I are God, little tiny baby gods who are yet to be born in the universe properly. The love I feel f...

What's the point of it all? I'm just a nobody. Nobody will know my name. Nobody really gives a fuck about me or my goals or desires because they are all in their own pointless goals and desires. It's a game of describe yourself in a system with no rules and every action you take not only has a counteraction, but a negative one too. Somebody will always be hurt by what you do, no matter how nice it is. Somebody will always disagree in some shape or fashion. There's nothing I can realistically do to change this system because all of you built it together. All of you built all this suffering and there's not a damn thing I can do to change it because I am suffering along with you. It doesn't matter how much self-love I practice. It doesn't matter how much others show their love to me. I'm suffering deeper and it grows deeper every day. Every. Single. Day. I live with this constant feeling deep inside me that always repeats the same thing: "I want to die...

My Definition of Retirement Retirement for me is not sitting on a beach, sipping martinis all day long. I know a lot of people think of retirement as that time in your mid-sixties after working a lifetime, finally, the system is supposed to allow you to time to enjoy your life and live it for the first time. At least, that's the story I was sold when I was a kid. First things first, I disagree that one should wait until their sixties before they can live for the first time of their lives. So, respectfully, I will not be arranging my life as such and will continue to enjoy the things that help get me along in this world of MDK , mayhem and chaos. Secondly, I know I will not stop when I finally have enough money. By that time, I want the option to continue working because I will continue to produce great things. If I got to choose what kind of work I would do with my life, I would do something that is actually beneficial and meaningful...

-----BEGIN PGP SIGNED MESSAGE----- Hash: SHA256 In recent days, I learned that there are different types of wallets that can be created and it's actually cheaper to transfer crypto from these wallets, so I updated my ENS records and my DNS records , respectively, to reflect this. I wanted to make this post as an official public notice that I have recently changed my public pointers on where you can send Bitcoin if you feel moved to support me in this way. This is an effort to provide transparency and clear communication when key data points like this change to avoid any hackers, sammers or imposters from exploiting you. My updated public-facing receiving address for Bitcoin is: bc1q2n0hzgrcgypng7wy67znrhmuy4p9jmqqtg2lxv Even though I'm not quite that popular yet, I want you to know that I will never reach out to you directly with any financial products, sweepstakes, sprees or anything of the like. If it seems to good to be true, it probably is. My immediate goals ...