Aspirations: 2024 Edition
I was once told by someone that I don't know what I want in life. I wanted to make this post to refute that statement. What do I want? I know for absolute certainty that I don't want to be a nobody. That's who I am right now. If I died today? Who would really miss me? Who would really cry about me? The poor few souls I hold close and dear to my life? Nobody knows who I am. Nobody knows what I have done and how much I care about humanity and how much I want to save people from their suffering. The frustrating part is how much humans are dedicated to their suffering. I can't tell if this is by choice or design because I have my own inner demons to face and fight. My fears are definitely one of them. My fears have been the reason I have been silent. My fears have allowed me to find the darkest corners of my mind and my life and make my peace with the fact that I will stay in the dark forever. I will stay in the shadows because fighting the demons is so hard and scary. My f...