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There were several moments during this interview that brought tears to my eyes; either thru realization, self-acceptance, beauty or by realizing self-love. I've lived the majority of my life thinking thoughts of self termination. The roughest were the last 3 months where I had planned some of it out while recovering from cannabis abuse. Thankfully, I'm over the worst of it and glad to be on the other side. This interview... I really hope will be the key to preventing those thoughts again.... permanently. I had been seeking all my life a means by which I could end that and just live my life's purpose. I know what it is and I know what I want to do with my life. I just need to go live and do that. I'm ready to embark upon that journey, but now ... with kindness. I've always been kind to others, but absolutely ruthless with myself. This also has not been an overnight journey for me. 3 years ago, I started a journey of self-love and compassion. This just solidifies and ...

Recently, I found out there's a software that you can pay for that will record your screen. Sources: Loom Medal ScreenRec For one, I am shocked at how anybody, somebody will pay for anything these days. I'm here to save you from the carpet munchers of your wallet and give you a cheaper alternative. It does require a little bit of thinking, so if you're like me and not afraid to use your brain for something other than how much something costs, then this is for you. Free alternatives to these solutions include OBS which includes options for streaming to stuff like Twitch, YouTube, and even TikTok among a plethora of other built-in platforms. Oh, and it's also cross-platform, so doesn't matter if you're on Windows, OSX or Linux. I'm a personal huge fan of Linux and open-source software. I also personally love using ffmpeg which is another cross-platform solution. It's command-line based so if that's your cup of tea, then you'll love the s...

 Do the Thing! Quote from an essay I heard on Chris Williamson's YouTube: “Preparing to do the thing isn’t doing the thing. Scheduling time to do the thing isn’t doing the thing. Making a to-do list for the thing isn’t doing the thing. Telling people you’re going to do the thing isn’t doing the thing. Messaging friends who may or may not be doing the thing isn’t doing the thing. Writing a banger tweet about how you’re going to do the thing isn’t doing the thing. Hating on yourself for not doing the thing isn’t doing the thing. Hating on other people who have done the thing isn’t doing the thing. Hating on the obstacles in the way of doing the thing isn’t doing the thing. Fantasizing about all of the adoration you’ll receive once you do the thing isn’t doing the thing. Reading about how to do the thing isn’t doing the thing. Reading about how other people did the thing isn’t doing the thing. Reading this essay isn’t doing the thing. The only thing that is doing the thing is doing th...

Before I ever had a job working remote, I always aspired for it to be my dream job! I looked forward to the days when I would no longer be doing the rat race, driving to and from an office every day, spending ridiculous amounts of money in gas, time, stress, Pandora subscriptions, just to go to an office to be distracted by mindless coworkers that were there just sapping up the free paycheque and socializing all day. I just wanted to get my work done and to be a good employee. However, being distracted all day with countless "Hey, can you look into this?" and "So, at my daughters ball game last night..." was not only a drain on my time, but also my productivity. After working the industry for some time, gaining experience and schmoozing with the right folks, I finally found my dream role: Working remote! I loved the position not only because they made use of my full skillset, so it was a nice mental challenge. They also helped pay for regular trips to the office. ...

In today's polarizing world of politics, I often wonder if people fully grasp the policies and systems driving their opinions. Do they understand the systems and policies fully? Do they know the consequences of those policies? I will take a brave step forward and admit that I do not understand all of these things fully. I want to take it upon myself to understand them better. This post represents a step towards improving my knowledge around governance systems. Below is a series of blanks that need to be filled in. I attempted to define what's necessary at the top so the rest could be populated. This is my personal exercise in humility when it comes to politics. I have never gone through ALL of the governance systems and really thought deeply about them to truly understand them, their consequences, seem examples of them, could review the definitions with someone. I can't argue a point one way or another if I don't have all the data and facts readily available in ...

Introduction In today's busy world of hustle and bustle, we seem to have become lost in the sauce of life. Many of us are detracted, detatched or otherwise disconnected from one another, life, our systems and our planet. Also, in today's media, there's a lot of talk about these problems, but not nearly enough action, let alone any direction. I am putting this essay together to hopefully leave behind some breadcrumbs of my work in improving this in whatever ways I can. If I can touch an individual, a nation or a system, I will have done my job if I can leave this place better than I found it. Better in that people that I connect with find their sense of self-love and begin to identify The Self for them. With this, I hope to write my obituary. When people talk about me, one day, I want them to say "well, he accomplished his goals and that included improving on these 7 foundational points." -- of course, that's very high-level and very aspirational, but aim for...